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Disturbing Photos: Sad Moment Police Officer Shot His Beautiful Ex-Girlfriend for Dumping Him Before Committing Suicide

The sad clip showing the moment a police officer confronted his ex-girlfriend for dumping him before shooting her has been revealed. Yuly Solano was shot by the policeman ex-boyfriend Surveillance videos captured the horrifying moment a Florida sheriff’s deputy confronted his ex-girlfriend and shot her with a service pistol before committing suicide, Daily News has reported. The sad incident took place two weeks after they broke up. It was gathered that Deputy Michael DeMarco waited in his patrol car outside a Boynton Beach condominium complex on Oct. 12 to confront Yuly Solano, according to police documents cited by the Palm Beach Post before confronting the ex-girlfriend and shot her. In the shocking video footage released by Boynton Beach police on Friday, DeMarco can be seen climbing out of the car before the two walk side by side out of the frame. When they reappear, Solano can be seen backing away and holding her hand to her face in apparent fear while DeMarco raises the gun a...

I AM AFRAID

How does one overcome fear at that fateful moment?
Fear of the unknown, of what comes after.
Let us assume something does indeed come after.
For even if there is nothing that comes after, we will still fear the unknown on that fateful final day.
So, how to overcome that fear? Letting go of all of our memories and ourselves. So much pain and misery and guilt. Self hate. Getting rid of that will feel good. But our memories of love will be painful to extinguish. Still, that’s off topic, the fear is there.
I used to go out of body when I was younger and I would realize my true self. I would be the real me and see this existence as nothing. That’s the only times that I was able to remove myself and not be afraid of what happens here.
Alcohol, drugs, etc never worked to get me out of myself in that way. To be fearless. I had nothing to fear in those out of body moments because I felt this wasn’t truly me. But while inhabiting this body, I don’t know how to fight the fear.
Maybe for some people who can’t let go with drugs or alcohol, maybe it’s not possible to have no fear. Maybe it’s about embracing the unknown and hoping it is better than this?

Any thoughts?

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